Its all about the numbers

I was not my bosses first choice for supervisor

This is the second period this year I have done this

The third time, since I started my current job. I have been supervisor

There are four work days till I start

In 5 days.( If a co worker Is in tomorrow) It will be the last time I see someone. Someone who I have held a grudge against from 2005.

Is that healthy I don’t know. Probably isn’t

I will spend six days in NC

Its 7 weeks until I go.

This doesn’t tell you how nervous I am. How I hate my job. How I am tormented by grief, regret and hate.

Numbers, unreal and so real. Everything and nothing