`` Liar and a Dreamer''

  I am saddened to learn of the death by cancer of General Walter de Uria - Fuerza Ariel Peru A handsome man. He was the spitting image of my father, and was also the witness at my Wedding Father, Husband, General. Crash survivor 

  March 5, 1936 – November 7, 2021 A career which predated World War Two- and spanned decades Tony the Tiger Admiral Al Calavicci  John Cavil Actor, Father, Husband, Democrat, Hippy Now making that final leap home 

 I was told by a poet once that the month building  up to your birthday is the Saturn hole.. The unluckiest time of the year.  I certainly feel that way. My teeth ache and I worry that I will need to visit the dentist. Indeed it is pretty bad today.  QPR cannot win. Though one ray of Sunshine is Gerrad has gone to Aston Villa  It is freezing cold. Particularly at night.  I have a cough. I now have a sharp pain radiating up, my body. I am trying to diet a bit, and go dry for a while. So my evenings are long and boring. Remembrance has come and gone though. So It is 40 days till Christmas. A second Lent! 11 months later. I still have sore teeth. I have been dry for 6 weeks. QPR are doing better in part due to the efforts of Mr Beale-former assistant to Mr Gerrad

 I have finished watching Babylon 5, season 4.  I will review it later, watch this space QPR have thrown away their last two matches Indeed they lost their West London derby against Fulham I have started to watch the new series of Dr Who Peru is off the Red List! So I should see my daughter for Christmas 

  It seems to have been all for nothing. Good money and good intentions gone to pot